Have you ever wondered what could of happened if you chose a different path? Ever watch the person you love fall deeply In love with another soul? Why do we settle for less when we deserve the best? The truth hurts I know, we rather swallow our pride before we allow our selves to choke on it. Truth is , you don’t care and I rather be comfortable with your lies. Smoke a few, and let the thoughts Die. Be strong even when the needle is in your vein and the doctor says to you “You Have Six months to live, You have Cancer.” Be strong like the JURY against you & you know your going to win..
I was hurt by You. Every time You told me that you loved me I believed You. I don’t think we ever thought we just be strangers once again. I thought we were a match mate sent from above guess I was
wrong. I Hate thinking about you. Like damn why’d you have to leave? Maybe it was me who knows? Are expiration date came the day the milk went sour. You taught me how to love but you also took that away from me. I don’t hate you , I’ve just moved forward in life.
Sometimes I do wish it was you and I not you and her. Sometimes I wish I could call you and tell you how my day is going. Sometimes I wish you would ANSWER but I know you won’t because your SELF PRIDE and you love her and she wouldn’t like me, just things she wouldn’t approve of and I’m not mad. It’s all good because at the end of the day your happy right? You love her and you barely even notice me. In your eyes I’m just a
firgmation of your memory. I’m just the past the
the one that never let you go the one that couldn’t stop holding on and I wouldn’t let you move on the one that did THIS and THAT I’m sorry that I couldn’t be who you wanted me to be because you built me on imagination not who I WAS. I’m sorry that I’m not who you want me to be because at the end of the day I’m HUMAN. I’m sorry that I lacked the loved that you needed because I needed love for myself and you couldn’t give that to me and neither could….. I’M SORRY.